Relationships.

[BumblebeeCody]

(07-19-2012 06:45 AM)Beware of Cuccos Wrote:  3- The reason I use the term "time is running out" is because i've always wanted a family, but women only have a certain number of eggs. Men can reproduce all their lives, but a womans most fertile period is between the ages of 25-35.
Ah OK I didn't think about that. That's pretty unfair then really. I hope you find who you're looking for sometime soon then and they treat you well

5- I wish I could get sleeves! I've got them where a tshirt can cover them when i'm at work, but a tank top shows them when i'm at home.
Awesome! I plan on getting one

I JUST WANT THE DARLING TO MY HONEY. Is that so much to ask?

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(07-19-2012 12:43 AM)BumblebeeCody Wrote:  Now gather around kids(and people older than me) as I explain my story. *Strums guitar*

I was around the age of 16-17 when I found true love. I've only ever had one girlfriend and it was OK. Nothing bad happened but we split up once we went to different secondary schools. But I went the entire of secondary school without getting a girlfriend, mainly because I didn't find to my liking or because I couldn't return the feelings. I wanted to wait to get into the open world and find someone there. I did, and my days, was she awesome. Liked Pokemon, loved Anime and Manga, had a great sense of humour, had a lovely American accent and was probably the best looking madam in the world. No female whether famous or not could compare to the sheer beauty of her. She only wore light makeup too. We met a few times are London convention and damn I enjoyed spending time with her. Even going to see her in Leeds at one point. One of the best times I ever had was staying up till 5am everyday during a week holiday. Just us two on webcam watching videos or drawing silly images on MSN.

But I often found she used to lie about herself. Making up parts about what she's done and who she knows. Even though, I knew she was lying I never called her out on it. Then, 2 years since we first met I was told by a friend that the name I knew her by wasn't her actual name. So for two years the person I've has been speaking to non-stop on MSN even met in person, wasn't actually her name. I never told my friends about her because it would seem kinda pointless, I had none person to talk to then because she also knew her(still friends). But I pretty much had to through it on my own.

The amount of pain, knowing that you fell in love with someone who, pretty much, didn't exist is horrible. I put a lot of trust in her and loved her more than anyone. Was pretty much the perfect girl but it wasn't really real. Kinda hard to explain.

See I like the more down to Mars girls than the ones who are the "irritating" type. I don't find girls who wear lots of makeup or show off big boobs attractive. I love a girl with a strong sense of individuality. Has intelligence, humour, self dignity and doesn't flaunt herself (and obviously has the same interests). I don't find those Cheryl Cole/Megan Fox types attractive in anyway because they lack any decent qualities, which obviously results to me being called gay by other wanker males. So when I do find one, I respect them a lot more.

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You poor thing that sounds like a shitstorm. I'm sending you virtual hugs as we speak You'll find your soulmate!
I really did enjoy having someone like that around because I've never had someone like that in my life. Even after 3 years you still get the odd thought. I still have a picture she drew for me hanging on my wall too. It's kinda nice to have...

Sometimes I feel like wearing a lot of makeup, but even then I only wear eye makeup. I hate face makeup. But most of the time I don't wear any at all, or just eyeliner/mascara. As far as the big boobs thing goes- i'm a 36DD and it is very hard to find clothes that fit properly. If I wear certain types of tshirts, it squeezes on my chest and it's harder to breathe. So a lot of the time I wear very low cut shirts, but very rarely do I do it for attention. When I do do it for attention, it's for the simple purpose of getting laid. All other times, my boobs are out because it's the only way I can breathe haha.

I get you. I just think that girls who only rely on their assets are the worst. I wouldn't be surprised having large boobs though, one of my friends tells me the issue of breathing or even lying in bed. Ridonculous. I try not to look at a decent(the good kind) girls boobs because I often felt like I am disrespecting her.

(07-19-2012 09:05 AM)Nuudoru Wrote:  -snip-

I never understood the whole "parents butting in thing". Did her parents have this issue when they were growing up? If not, then why be a douchebag to someone who wants to date their daughter? It's pathetic interfering.
I might be wrong her, but it sounds to me like she was needy because she really liked you. Then when you finally met she settled down. That's what I seems like, which is good. I think it shows that she really liked you(if a bit too over bearing at times).

(07-19-2012 09:05 AM)Nuudoru Wrote:  (1 So nowadays my view of relationships at all isn't a very good one. I have always been surrounded by bad ones, and been in a very bad one. Some might say that I might be stu....

@1 No. I don't think it's bad. After 4 years I think maybe changing your mind might be better. I'm sorta in the same emotion/thought about relationships as you. It's because you realise you truly loved someone but they somehow managed to ditch you and move, find someone else and leave you in the dark. So you end up having a "shitty" attitude. You pretty explained how I feel about future relationships too. Do I really want to go through that again?
Correct me if I'm wrong on this.